The two of us aren’t normal. We dont say normal things to each other.
We’re both very weird.
& we both think that about each other.
Our love is strong.
The hate for the love is equally as strong.
But no matter whose scale u put it on the love out weighs the hate. Every time.
I’m addressing the past then putting it behind me. I’m doing this so I can move on with my future and continue to be happy with my life.
If its not done today there is a possibility that I can continue to carry around this big bag of grief & guilt. & this isn’t mine to hold onto. It belongs to the person who put it on me & I simple just want to return it with no issues.
& if they don’t want to take it back then I pray God will relieve me of this baggage & bless me with better days.
Over the bullshit.
And why does it have to be difficult when you really don’t want it to be.?
When I get to heaven that’s the first question I’ll ask God when given the chance… All I’ll say is “why?”
I don’t care if it takes him a lifetime to tell me the answer. I want to know everything from beginning to end.