If I was a stupid teenager this would put me in deeeep doodoo.
But being a conscious young adult the doodoo pile isn’t that big.
Yay for being Smart enough to change the situation.

The two of us aren’t normal. We dont say normal things to each other.
We’re both very weird.
& we both think that about each other.
Our love is strong.
The hate for the love is equally as strong.
But no matter whose scale u put it on the love out weighs the hate. Every time.

I’m addressing the past then putting it behind me. I’m doing this so I can move on with my future and continue to be happy with my life.
If its not done today there is a possibility that I can continue to carry around this big bag of grief & guilt. & this isn’t mine to hold onto. It belongs to the person who put it on me & I simple just want to return it with no issues.
& if they don’t want to take it back then I pray God will relieve me of this baggage & bless me with better days.

Sincerely,
Over the bullshit.

Maybe it’s just because I’m a girl but this concept really hits home when discussing common life issues.
When it comes to relationships the little things seem to have a big affect over the big picture.
When it comes to success planting little connections with people and taking those first small steps eventually matter when your at the top.
When it comes to school, taking a few minutes out of your social life makes a difference in your over all GPA.
Little things, small steps that have a purpose will make that purpose or goal big and successful.

This concept also works in the negative. But I don’t like to glorify that idea.

And why does it have to be difficult when you really don’t want it to be.?

When I get to heaven that’s the first question I’ll ask God when given the chance… All I’ll say is “why?”

I don’t care if it takes him a lifetime to tell me the answer. I want to know everything from beginning to end.

No matter how mad I am at you… The thought of you somehow still makes me smile.